i want to keep this email brief if i can, it's more of a rant really and i hope someone out there can relate to it . maybe even help me ?? LOL

but last night was the last straw for me and this tiny ass SD card . back when i was collecting memories on my old camcorder spark, the SD card was just the entirety of this square thing here-

and i never needed to worry about or remove the tiny square thing inside of it lol . but with diji, that tiny square part was the MAIN thing containing my memories . and it's VERY small ...everyone always talks about how tiny my hands are, well if you know me irl, you should understand how microscopic this SD card feels . or maybe you already fiddle around w storage space on cameras and know exactly what i'm talking about LOL

i think i've had mini heart attacks and stress out moments 3 or 4 times now with this thing . i truly realize in those moments and shortly after them how much this collection of memories means to me . i pray that no one ever sees me in those moments though, bc i really don't act like myself, or at least don't like HOW i act . i get so panicked and scared, last night i was on the verge of tears bc if i couldn't find the SD card, i wouldn't be able to have the clips i needed for a daily video i was working on (GM3 gang know what's up lolol).

i've dug thru the fibers in my carpet many times because sometimes when i'd try to pop the SD card out of diji, it would just catapult out of it and land god knows where . i've gotten lucky and was able to find it these past times but i get scared one day i won't be lucky, or that it'll take longer than a few minutes to find . it is so stressful !!! >.<

but yeah, just wanted to rant about it-not sure if getting another SD card would make things better or more stressful so idk, but i do feel like i need one ?? either way i'm going to be more careful with removing and placing it so i won't drop or lose it, maybe cast a spell to ensure i always find it if it does go away from me . already cast one to protect diji from bad damage since i'm a klutz lol . it's so vital and valuable to me-at least what's on it lolol ..thanks for listening to me fuss ;v;

-Spiry